A girl who shot a tree

Dear diary, though I wish I could remember each day I met her separately because each day was special in a certain way, but in the end they are all the day I wish it would last long until stars die.

Of course, my dear diary, I met again today. That's why I need one more blank page to record the moment.

Last night was hell for me. I just got a big ass project of translation and I barely slept. I had to get an energy drink. That was a bad idea because when I needed to sleep, I could not! Hahahah. And her? Oh, my dear lovely girl, she took a pill of unknown and slept like a log. Still, she woke up in the middle of the night to say hi from time to time. Keep melting my heart more and more that way. The night ended up with I got to my bed at 7am!

She told me last night that she might meet me again after 2pm. So why should I miss a chance? Yes, I plotted my plan and got out from my place and went right away to see her again! Awww, she doesn't even know how attractive she is by doing every simple thing.

This time she was at the uni before I did. I knew that she would be waiting from a place where she could see me walk right to her. I knew because that would be the same thing I do if I had to wait for her. Anyway, knowing her silly plan, I went around just to prank her a bit. I didn't want to start a 'date' with a simple smile and a hello. So, I sneaked behind her. I saw her from a far; a girl with a short hair in a blue t-shirt with something wrapped around her neck. Play a sudoku was what she was playing waiting for me. Hahaha, weird for a girl who likes arts. I could surprise her with a loud voice but her ears were closed with her headphone. Maybe a hit in the head would do just fine? Nah, didn't want to hurt her like that. So I just slapped her hard on her shoulder. She sounded shocked a bit but still moved slow like a sloth.

We went to the canteen because I knew she must be hungry since she woke up earlier than me and had been at the other place before seeing me. Why she always eat something made of chicken? And red soda? I didn't have a lunch because I was super busy doing things like working on my laptop and.....looking into the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Hahaha, I love her eyes soooo much.

So after the lunch (her lunch of course) we went up to the library. Couldn't believe I would love a library this much. I guess I don't love it, I just love what's going on when I visit it...with her. She had so many bags with her. She just went to take her dress, shoes, wig etc. for the wedding. Oh, she brought a Star Wars metal box for me too! Normally, Star Wars is like a key that would get my attention at anyone instantly but for her...she has already find a way to do so without using Star Wars!

She said to me she went to a cinema alone today, watching 'Wildlife'. It was a drama-romantic movie, I guess. A story of a married couple with one of them has an affair. I love when she tells me her story. It's kind of cute because her voice and a way that every time she telling me something, it's like there would be a surprise but there wasn't! Hahaha, makes me want to hold her with no reason.

She also told me about her sister's ghost stories in Ayutthaya too! There was a strange ghost waking her sister and another who wanted to drink water. Hahahaha. The climax was that she had to capture her iPhone screen to remember the details! Hahaha, god, with that memory, if I'm not important enough she would forget me soon.

While I was working, she was reading her books and playing her sudoku. It felt so great doing nothing but sitting next to her. She was sick a bit, her body was hot as fire. It might be that the AC was broken and we both sat on a spot that was hot! I'm sorry my lovely girl! She was a little sleepy too because the pill she took after lunch. I wish she could sleep a bit.

She did try to blow a balloon  out of a gum. Failed. Hahaha, Poor girl, you don't have to do anything to impress me anymore. If you keep doing things like these I'm not going to just 'like' you anymore. It would be something more!

I love it every time we walked through the park holding hands. She took a photo of tree's shadow dropping on a wall. She's a pretty good photographer too. Some time I really want to wrap her around the waist but don't want to scare her away. Hahaha, yeah gotta take things slow right? Well, my heart doesn't listen to me!

Oh, she used her herbal oil on me again. It was cute because it was like when a cat want to mark an area that belongs to it. Well, almost all of me belong to her already. And I like that herbal oil anyway!

We sat together a bit while waiting for her ride to pick her up. She did that stupid head shaking again. Want to hug her again so bad but I don't want to do it to often. I'm afraid it would not be special anymore so I gotta hold back a bit and let her had her space.

What was really special today? Her eyes. The way she looked back at me while running to her ride. I never seen any happier eyes than hers today. I just "Wow, why are you so happy?" I still got that face of her smiling from the mouth to the eyes. And that tells me that I did give someone a great day.

Like I do every time I date her, I always look at her until I don't see her anymore. It's because she once said she won't go anywhere and be right here. So, I just want to let her know that every time we say goodbye, she can look back and see me still standing right there and going nowhere.

PS. Oh, dear girl, I love being with you so much. Can I pay you just to be with me? ฿20?

ฺBlue,




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