Thousand Words Left Unsaid

Just want to say I'm sorry. I really do. Don't know what to do now. I've broke two hearts and one of them is yours and mine was no where to be found now. It was me who could not stop my feeling. I confessed the feeling I should not have. I still wish there was a better way to say goodbye. But I don't really want to give you a farewell. I wish we could have each other as friend forever. I wish I could keep what we had in somewhere deep, hide it from anyone. I wish I don't feel the pain so much like this because I know you would feel the same. I wish I didn't hurt you this bad.

I don't know if you would come back around and read these things I write. But I want you do. I want to talk with you through songs again. I want to know more of you. I have thousand things to tell you about. Thousands of jokes I could play them with you. Songs I want you to listen.

Though I do love my gf more than anyone, but I don't know why there is a space you can fit so perfectly in my mind and heart. It's one of the best moment in my life but also one of the saddest too.

If you are around reading this, just give me a sign. Because even I can't talk to you, can't be with you, but I don't want to just lost you forever.