I got the answer
It has been a very difficult time for me these days. I have things to be cleared out, to readjust, to fix, and to move on. I can't tell if it is a sad time or not but there is something special at the same time. Yep, I'm looking at you again.
Two nights ago, I finally met you (again). It felt so long since the first day I slipped by to surprise you at your shop. I thought I would never meet you again until next year, and it's going to be months before I can see you again. You almost kill me with all those things you have in real life, you know that? Seeing you again makes me more than happy. But that night we talked for a while. One of the best things in that night was that I could finally see your full face! You can't stop smiling from time to time and that makes me can't stop mine too. You don't have any idea you almost make my heart stop for real. God, I was falling more and more for you that night, but I could not let go off you.
Actually, there are many things I want to tell you and talk with you that night. But I have so little time. It's the first night I wish in my life that the sun won't go up and time would stop for a moment.
The feeling when I reached my hand for yours and you didn’t even pull your hand away a bit can’t be written in words. Man, it was like you can read my mind and we share the same thought. It was that connection again, I guess. I don’t really want to let go at all. If I ever had a chance again, I’d hold it longer than before and longer in the next time.
And that talks, you said it is a good thing of what has happened, and you said there was a time it did hurt you, and you also said that it was your false. Every time you talk like you are to blame, I want to pull you so close so I could hold you and tell you again and again that you were not, are not, and will not, ever in my life. I don’t know how it’s all going to end. But I can assure you one thing that you will be forever my favorite moment in my life, you’re another missing part that fill my hole and I wish to doing anything to keep this hole filled.
I hope I don’t hurt you or give you a worthless hope because my hope is the same as yours. And I know now one thing that if I’m gonna hurt someone from now on, it can’t be you. That’s give me answer to a question I ask myself everyday. This answer is not going to be written here, I wish, because I need to give it to you by myself.
PS. I never ‘hate’ you. I use ‘hate’ instead of another word I’m shy to say, but not anymore.
Two nights ago, I finally met you (again). It felt so long since the first day I slipped by to surprise you at your shop. I thought I would never meet you again until next year, and it's going to be months before I can see you again. You almost kill me with all those things you have in real life, you know that? Seeing you again makes me more than happy. But that night we talked for a while. One of the best things in that night was that I could finally see your full face! You can't stop smiling from time to time and that makes me can't stop mine too. You don't have any idea you almost make my heart stop for real. God, I was falling more and more for you that night, but I could not let go off you.
Actually, there are many things I want to tell you and talk with you that night. But I have so little time. It's the first night I wish in my life that the sun won't go up and time would stop for a moment.
The feeling when I reached my hand for yours and you didn’t even pull your hand away a bit can’t be written in words. Man, it was like you can read my mind and we share the same thought. It was that connection again, I guess. I don’t really want to let go at all. If I ever had a chance again, I’d hold it longer than before and longer in the next time.
And that talks, you said it is a good thing of what has happened, and you said there was a time it did hurt you, and you also said that it was your false. Every time you talk like you are to blame, I want to pull you so close so I could hold you and tell you again and again that you were not, are not, and will not, ever in my life. I don’t know how it’s all going to end. But I can assure you one thing that you will be forever my favorite moment in my life, you’re another missing part that fill my hole and I wish to doing anything to keep this hole filled.
I hope I don’t hurt you or give you a worthless hope because my hope is the same as yours. And I know now one thing that if I’m gonna hurt someone from now on, it can’t be you. That’s give me answer to a question I ask myself everyday. This answer is not going to be written here, I wish, because I need to give it to you by myself.
PS. I never ‘hate’ you. I use ‘hate’ instead of another word I’m shy to say, but not anymore.
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