The Day I Thanks God for Creating You
It's almost like a week now since you sent me that "Hi" sticker. That's where it all begins.
I think you know what is going on right now between us. Well, it's happy a bit, it's painful a bit, and it's kind of unique.
For sometime, it makes me want to cry every night knowing that I have found you but cannot have you. Is it a curse? Given that the world spin us around all these years just to cross each other's path right now. Or is it a bless? Given that I feel like I just found a missing piece of me. A piece I have not known that I have a place for it. And then out of nowhere, you are right there.
Sometimes I think I am a terrible person. You're there, free to go, but I'm here, bond with another. But I'm trying to keep you here too. I still wish there would be a perfect guy lift you away. I still wish if it's gonna end badly, it should be you who already has someone. At least you don't have to feel much.
Suddenly, I care for you so much, too much. Thinking I might hurt you one day, it's already pain a bit enough.
But hey, it's your birthday soon! Why talk about bad things, right? So just skip a beat, like my heart does!
So whatever you wish for, I'll be another one who wish the same thing for you (BUT that wish must be a wish only for you, no one else). Of course, a good health, a good long life, hope your find thousands of songs speaking of your heart, a good fortune, and a long loving family.
P.S. I have many diaries speaking of you, but I don't think you're ready for those ones.
Blue,
I think you know what is going on right now between us. Well, it's happy a bit, it's painful a bit, and it's kind of unique.
For sometime, it makes me want to cry every night knowing that I have found you but cannot have you. Is it a curse? Given that the world spin us around all these years just to cross each other's path right now. Or is it a bless? Given that I feel like I just found a missing piece of me. A piece I have not known that I have a place for it. And then out of nowhere, you are right there.
Sometimes I think I am a terrible person. You're there, free to go, but I'm here, bond with another. But I'm trying to keep you here too. I still wish there would be a perfect guy lift you away. I still wish if it's gonna end badly, it should be you who already has someone. At least you don't have to feel much.
Suddenly, I care for you so much, too much. Thinking I might hurt you one day, it's already pain a bit enough.
But hey, it's your birthday soon! Why talk about bad things, right? So just skip a beat, like my heart does!
So whatever you wish for, I'll be another one who wish the same thing for you (BUT that wish must be a wish only for you, no one else). Of course, a good health, a good long life, hope your find thousands of songs speaking of your heart, a good fortune, and a long loving family.
P.S. I have many diaries speaking of you, but I don't think you're ready for those ones.
Blue,
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