Of your Smile and your touch
I don't know how long since the last time I've seen your face and heard your voice in the real life. I have probably have not at all since we were just students. But I can't say I haven't anymore.
Yep, it was all my plan after all. It might be a good luck too. If you haven't told me on the day you returned from Ayutthaya that you and your sis are going to be at Siam, I would have missed a great chance seeing you which I don't want to anymore. So, it didn't take much effort, you're kind and gave me all info I need! Hahaha. Really like you let me know it that way. Really.
Anyway, it was weird I brave enough to do something I did today. I kept thinking if I should or should not: I should because it might be the only chance seeing someone I'm fucking want to see! Or I should because I would get addicted to what I see. Yep, both answers are correct. So, I dragged my ass from my office, secretly, and got on the BTS and rushed to see you! GOD! My heart almost fell off my chest! I was looking for you, hope you didn't see me.
Many thoughts went through my head; would she be happy to see me? would she be shocked from my look?? would she get scared away???
So may things I wanted to do when I was there, with you, at the outside, with sounds, music, noises, and voices, yet it was so quite enough to hear you lovely little voice. But I didn't want to do too much because I didn't want to scare you away.
Yep, it was all my plan after all. It might be a good luck too. If you haven't told me on the day you returned from Ayutthaya that you and your sis are going to be at Siam, I would have missed a great chance seeing you which I don't want to anymore. So, it didn't take much effort, you're kind and gave me all info I need! Hahaha. Really like you let me know it that way. Really.
Anyway, it was weird I brave enough to do something I did today. I kept thinking if I should or should not: I should because it might be the only chance seeing someone I'm fucking want to see! Or I should because I would get addicted to what I see. Yep, both answers are correct. So, I dragged my ass from my office, secretly, and got on the BTS and rushed to see you! GOD! My heart almost fell off my chest! I was looking for you, hope you didn't see me.
Many thoughts went through my head; would she be happy to see me? would she be shocked from my look?? would she get scared away???
So may things I wanted to do when I was there, with you, at the outside, with sounds, music, noises, and voices, yet it was so quite enough to hear you lovely little voice. But I didn't want to do too much because I didn't want to scare you away.
You know what I will remember for sure? Your smile,
the way you are spinning around while smiling. Though I didn’t clearly look you
in the eyes. But that smile is all. That smile makes me ready to free fall. And
that touch too.
I don’t really know who is chasing who before, but
now it’s clearly me that is chasing…and falling. At this point, by seeing you
in real life, I’m not afraid even if you’re going to break me because I will be
willing to.
You know why I let you turned your back and get inside? Because that way I could look at you until I don't see you! Seeing the back of someone you really like to meet walking away is sad. So I don't want you to see me walking away.
You got me at hello and now you got me locked so
tight in your hand.
And yeah, I should now, I’m addicted to you
already. Fuck
Blue,
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